Last night, I went to Indie Game Night. It was a lot of fun to see everyone's projects. There were some really cool looking games there and even an awesome comic book. I didn't talk much to anyone, being shy and all, but I still had a good time.
I went to the Caldwell Diner beforehand with a friend. The quesadillas there are very good!
On my way there, I passed by my ex's house, it was a sad moment, but I didn't let that get to me. However, on the way home, my directions took me past the Houlihans he always took me too. That made me really depressed. I miss him still. :(
I was supposed to go to Mitsuwa today, but my stomach is acting all funny. It's like my insides are coming out of me, all bloody and tissue-like. I wish I knew what was wrong with me. This happens every few months, and I'm getting tired of it. I went to the doctor a few years back and even had a colonoscopy, but he told me I'm fine. It's just like, ok, but why is this happening?
I also have bladder issues. I have to pee a lot, especially at night. It's like every time I go to lie down, I have to pee. Even if I just peed before. It sucks. But again, nothing is wrong according to the doctors. I feel like I'm falling apart. Maybe I just should fall apart, it might be better.
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