24 June 2013

Meh

Well, I finished up work on the animation I was inbetweening.  It looks really nice so far!  It was a lot of fun to work on and I learned so much!  I hope I can work on another project soon.
I also got the new Animal Crossing game.  It's so much fun.  I love the fortune cookies that get you Nintendo themed items.  I want to collect them all!  This will keep me busy for a while.

Next weekend is bridesmaid dress shopping for my sister's wedding.  I hope it goes well and we can all find a dress to agree on.  I'm not really in the mood for drama.
I'm rather depressed lately.  I just can't get over my ex no matter what I do.  It really sucks and I don't really have anyone to talk with about it.  I don't have any friends that I would really talk about that with.  Not any that would care anyway.  I would just be told to get over it and they would change the subject.  Not very helpful.  It seems like he's doing well though, at least from what I see on fb.  I hope when he gets another girlfriend he treats her right and I hope he's happy because I'm sure as hell not.
I've been trying online dating, but once these guys ask to meet me, I don't really feel like it.  I guess I don't really want a relationship, I just need people to talk to.  I wish I had better friends.
Anyway, work has been alright.  I'm really getting sick of it though.  But I can't really search for a new job until after my sister's wedding.  I don't want to be like, by the way, I need this week off in October.  Sigh, life sucks.

I went to Animenext a few weeks ago.  At least that was a lot of fun.  I forgot about all my problems while I was there.  I was Sakura (Naruto Shippuden) on Friday.  The wig was a big hassle, but I still had fun and several people took my picture!  I bought a gorgeous lolita dress from Baby the Stars Shine Bright.  Since I spent over $300 there, I got to attend the private tea party with the designers and CEO.  There were only ten of us lolitas.  I was very nervous since it was my first time ever as a lolita, but everyone was so nice!
This is me with the designers, CEO, and another beautiful lolita!

 I had a lot of fun at the tea party!  Now I want to get more lolita dresses.  I'll save up for another one in the future.

This  past weekend I went to the Meadowlands fair for dollar day.  It was so crowded, but fun.  We ate hot dogs, walked around, played some games, and saw the hypnotist.  My friend Leanne did the guess your age game.  The guy thought she was only 14 when she is really 23!  She won a lot of pretty tattoos.  The next day was my sister's birthday party.  That was fun as well.  Surprisingly everyone got along better than usual.  We went in the pool and played Disney karaoke.  Sunday was the boat club picnic.  The food was very good and it was relaxing to watch all the boats in the water.

That's all for now.  I hope I get out of this hole I dug myself in, before someone buries me in it.