24 February 2013

Not Doing Well

Last night, I went to Indie Game Night.  It was a lot of fun to see everyone's projects.  There were some really cool looking games there and even an awesome comic book.  I didn't talk much to anyone, being shy and all, but I still had a good time.
I went to the Caldwell Diner beforehand with a friend.  The quesadillas there are very good!
On my way there, I passed by my ex's house, it was a sad moment, but I didn't let that get to me.  However, on the way home, my directions took me past the Houlihans he always took me too.  That made me really depressed.  I miss him still. :(
I was supposed to go to Mitsuwa today, but my stomach is acting all funny.  It's like my insides are coming out of me, all bloody and tissue-like.  I wish I knew what was wrong with me.  This happens every few months, and I'm getting tired of it.  I went to the doctor a few years back and even had a colonoscopy, but he told me I'm fine.   It's just like, ok, but why is this happening?
I also have bladder issues.  I have to pee a lot, especially at night.  It's like every time I go to lie down, I have to pee.  Even if I just peed before.  It sucks.  But again, nothing is wrong according to the doctors.  I feel like I'm falling apart.  Maybe I just should fall apart, it might be better.

21 February 2013

Running Low on Chocolate

Well, things are going alright.  I got another job offer during the summer to teach a few children about stop motion.  That should be fun if things all work out.
I've had a claymation teaching job that fell through, but I think that was because of the company I was doing it for.  This one is just for a parent who's son is interested.  So things may work out well.
I got information about a Pixar internship.  I'm going to do my best to get a demo reel together.  I hope they will accept it without me still being in college.
Work at Bloomfield is going well.  I actually enjoy it.  But it kind of stinks for the students.  The computer lab/classroom is really run down.  No one seems to really clean it.  Most of the lights are out as well and the chairs are pretty much all broken.  The computers only work sometimes and the server can be realllllllly slow.  Yesterday, we wrote up a list of things that were wrong.  The tech guy came in after class and i helped him with some of the computer issues.  Only two computers are really fried right now, but he said he's going to get them fixed.  Let's hope so, and hope that the other issues get fixed soon.  These poor students are paying for classes where nothing works!
I've got more to work on for the stop motion.  Let's hope that this can be over soon!
I have so much work to do ><
I'm running out of my vday chocolates.  I want more chocolate!
I miss my boyfriend.
I need to start moving more...



17 February 2013

Sad

Well, I'm not very happy lately.
I'm getting a bit tired of my current job and would like to find something relevant to what I went to school for.  But I have to keep at it until I find something else.  Steady pay is always good.
I currently have 2 freelance projects (maybe a 3rd for a friend) going on.  One I'm not getting paid for and it is a lot of work.  I'm supposed to have a nice edited version of the project for tomorrow, but a lot has happened to me recently, so I didn't get most of it done.  I'll send them what I have so far though.  It's too much work to be doing for free.  I've already used up 3 ink cartridges and broke my printer in the process.  I used A LOT of paper as well.  I'm not going to take any more jobs for free.  It's not worth it...well except for my friend.  He's great to work with and I have fun doing it.   It's not stressful.
The 3rd job is paid and I'm looking forward to it.  It's one thing I am happy about.  I love traditional animation and inbetweening.  I can't wait to get my scenes to work on!
The other bad news is that my boyfriend broke up with me last week.  He called me during a get together I was having with my friends.  The was a mood ruiner for that day...and this week.  I'm devastated.  I miss him so much.  Everyone keeps telling me I need to move on and that he wasn't worth it anyway.  But I still want to be with him. :(
At least it's almost March.  Maybe things will be better for my birthday...and if not, at least I'll be getting 8 boxes of Girl Scout cookies.  Cookies are always good.
Well, that's all for now.